I have no life. Well, I have no free time to enjoy life right now or for at least the next eight weeks. Drop off Noah 7 - 7:30am Work from 7:30 - 12pm Study from 12:30 - 3:00pm Pick up Noah 3 - 3:30pm Time with Noah / Eat 3:30pm - 5:30 T/Th Class - 6pm - 9pm
I'm so freaking amazed at things. Seriously I thought I 'might' hear from this guy. I did. But missed his call. Then planned on calling today. But instead he stopped by with his boys and surprised me. His phone was shut off and he wanted me to know that so I didn't call with no answer. Unlike me who didn't bother to call back yesterday (it was late and I did not know if he'd have his boys). So he gets it turned back on Friday and will call me then. So why am I so giddy about it? I know why.... because I have never EVER had a guy persue me in years! It was me who did the pursuing....lol.
I've been in this horrible situation in the past where I worry and stress and stress some more and most importantly I DID NOT TALK TO ANYONE until it was too late. Regardless of the details of the past events (since that is not important now). I just have to say I'm grateful that God has given me a chance to show that I am a changed woman. I no longer hold on to the hurt, anger, betrayal, stress, or worries. I simply ask God for his guidance and let him take the wheel. One night I was sitting and relaxing when I realized that God had been making some prtty big changes in my life. For example, I asked him over and over to make it possible for my cousin and I to establish a frienship again. Months later, when I had actually accepted Christ into my life again (I did in 1996) and began to change how I thought, felt, and acted -- Changes Happened. Jeanna and I are now talking. I feared that she would not want to be friends because of Mandi and that hurt. But I feel blessed ...
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