Noah's Mommy

I've been slacking but I have good reason. I'm BUSY! I have officially paid off all of my credit card debt but one. However, that is the largest amount. BUT that eliminates about 20 calls a day. I'm all signed up for next semester. =) I have a new computer. The one I had was getting ready to kick the bucket, so I got a Dell Inspiron 1525 and my other laptop is now currently hooking my phone up (I use magicjack) so that is a real plus. I have so much to write but this new laptop keyboard is SO much different than my old one. NEW LIKE>......lol I'm off to bed. I just got Noah to sleep about 20 minutes ago. Hopefully he sleeps in some tomorrow before church.

And my vote is in! I voted for Change. A Much needed change.

I've been attending church weekly and getting more and more involved in the Church. I'm hoping once my classes end and I am doing all online classes that I can become more involved in the groups at church. I love it. I feel like the timing was right and I understand things much better now than I ever did in the aspect of life and God. Noah and I have been doing some much needed bonding lately (and no I'm not talking about nursing him). He has been cuddling more with me and giving me more signs that he loves me. I can't wait till the first time he tells me "I LOVE YOU".

So lets see.... My instinct. was RIGHT. I'm talking about Mat. Mr. I will wait for you. Mr. dont worry about being busy -- I understand. Mr. I like you and won't do anything to ruin that. Mr. I'm afraid my kids screwed things up by being rude and innappropriate on numerous occasions. Yeah, that guy. Let me explain. I talked to him about a month ago. It was the end of September. I said I HAD to focus on school and my son before anything else. He said that he understood. I told him that I was going to school for about another year. Not straight through or anything, but still! I told him that I wanted to take things slow and I might not call him as much. He never called me. I never called him. I was busy and did not realize this until about a month later. Then I mentioned it in here and the next week he showed up at my door. I thought -- WOW. Hmm. ok! He tried to make me feel so guilty for being busy. I told him to not do that and that I would call. He stayed o...

Noah was running around without a shirt on because it was so warm that day He was accidently involved in a pumpkin seed war and was NOT happy about it. Noah & I at Crystals House

I'm not going to lie. We did not Trick or Treat on Halloween. But wait.... We did go out to the Mall on the Saturday before (it was warm inside a building) and then... again on Thursday the 30th we went to the Trunk or Treat. So Noah got TOO much candy. I'm pretty amazed in all honesty. Weather was BEAUTIFUL for once. Noah was 'CHUCKY'. Because it was a costume that was free.

Noah really did a number on me yesterday. He cried so much, wiggled so much, slept so little. I'm just happy that tonight he is sleeping in his own bed. I'm tired. I doze off in class and that is not good. I haven't talked to Mat in like a month. Of course it took me that long to realize it because I've been busy and tired. Guess it wasn't meant to be... I am the opposite of disappointed kind of. I have been emailing my cousin. We are being civil -- even nice. Which is a step in the right direction. But its almost 9:30pm and I need to sleep....