Rainy Weekend
So this weekend has been raining from Friday afternoon till now and it still continues on. I've been doing some much needed relaxing and napping with Noah too. I am so tired and exhausted, not just by the normal's, but by other things as well. I said I was doing the ignoring before, but I got drawn back in by the 'semi-niceness' only to be drug down again. I won't allow myself to feel so much anger and hate for one person. I can't. My son can see and feel the mood I am in and that is not good. So from now on, I refused to accept emails or any form of communication from Jeanna. I can't seem to find a common ground and its not to say that we couldn't, but she gets 'ideas' from her other friends that don't like me either and I just want her to talk to me and not involve any one else. But she can't so I let it all go and hope that one days YEARS from now things may be different. Noah is saying more words now. He says "JeIka...