I'm disappointed
Noah really did a number on me yesterday. He cried so much, wiggled so much, slept so little. I'm just happy that tonight he is sleeping in his own bed. I'm tired. I doze off in class and that is not good. I haven't talked to Mat in like a month. Of course it took me that long to realize it because I've been busy and tired. Guess it wasn't meant to be... I am the opposite of disappointed kind of. I have been emailing my cousin. We are being civil -- even nice. Which is a step in the right direction. But its almost 9:30pm and I need to sleep....