With HIS Help
In the past few months I've been under a lot of stress, anxiety, fear, and hurt. I've not understood what happened and I realize now that I broke down and when I needed someone the most -- I didn't know who to turn to. So I turned to writing. It always helped me out in the past. I wrote things that were on my mind to hope that they would get out of my mind. Didn't work. It also didn't help with my words were twisted and used against me. Now -- Stop -- I'm not blaming anyone and I don't hate anyone. I have forgiven everyone who has ever done me wrong and I continue to be the nice person and be friendly with everyone. But to be completely honest -- I miss Jeanna. However, I don't miss the 'Best Friend' part, but rather the cousin. I've never been one to be close to too many people and family was/has been in that category. But Jeanna and I got close because I lived closer to her. No, I take that back. It is because I got pregnant an...