To Each in Time
I've been in this horrible situation in the past where I worry and stress and stress some more and most importantly I DID NOT TALK TO ANYONE until it was too late. Regardless of the details of the past events (since that is not important now). I just have to say I'm grateful that God has given me a chance to show that I am a changed woman. I no longer hold on to the hurt, anger, betrayal, stress, or worries. I simply ask God for his guidance and let him take the wheel. One night I was sitting and relaxing when I realized that God had been making some prtty big changes in my life. For example, I asked him over and over to make it possible for my cousin and I to establish a frienship again. Months later, when I had actually accepted Christ into my life again (I did in 1996) and began to change how I thought, felt, and acted -- Changes Happened. Jeanna and I are now talking. I feared that she would not want to be friends because of Mandi and that hurt. But I feel blessed ...