Noah's Mommy

I've been attending church weekly and getting more and more involved in the Church. I'm hoping once my classes end and I am doing all online classes that I can become more involved in the groups at church. I love it. I feel like the timing was right and I understand things much better now than I ever did in the aspect of life and God. Noah and I have been doing some much needed bonding lately (and no I'm not talking about nursing him). He has been cuddling more with me and giving me more signs that he loves me. I can't wait till the first time he tells me "I LOVE YOU".

So lets see.... My instinct. was RIGHT. I'm talking about Mat. Mr. I will wait for you. Mr. dont worry about being busy -- I understand. Mr. I like you and won't do anything to ruin that. Mr. I'm afraid my kids screwed things up by being rude and innappropriate on numerous occasions. Yeah, that guy. Let me explain. I talked to him about a month ago. It was the end of September. I said I HAD to focus on school and my son before anything else. He said that he understood. I told him that I was going to school for about another year. Not straight through or anything, but still! I told him that I wanted to take things slow and I might not call him as much. He never called me. I never called him. I was busy and did not realize this until about a month later. Then I mentioned it in here and the next week he showed up at my door. I thought -- WOW. Hmm. ok! He tried to make me feel so guilty for being busy. I told him to not do that and that I would call. He stayed o...