Holiday Season
So this is Noah's First Holiday that he will actually be mobile. He is still fatherless in a sense. I mean we have established paturnity, but that is just a piece of paper if you will stating the DNA matches. I can't understand how someone who doesn't work can't find time to see Noah. He is the most precious gift in this life. I'm not sure and I've asked for God's guidance on this issue and have stopped worrying about it. I put the tree up today while Noah was at daycare. I figured after a long debate with myself that it would be a battle to try to decorate a tree with a 1.5 year old and no one else to help police (as Melissa said) him. So my tree and what few decorations I have are up. I did it in a record 1 hour 15 minutes (all the time I had). Anyways, I'm trying to better myself and have been taking steps in the right direction. I feel like I'm on the narrow path that isn't the easiest but it is the right one.