Stood Up
So I talked to Mat. I just started to tell him that things were going to fast but I started it by telling him I h ad too much going on in my life and before I go and ruin things I wanted to slow down. Before I could even finish the sentence, he said "I will wait for you. You are worth the wait!" and I almost cried. NO ONE has ever done that. I just hope that things get better because I see friends be married and do all the things I do. It is different -- I know. But I am trying to adjust and I just need to learn to re-prioritize my feelings/actions/reactions. Surgery was great. Since I know what to expect it makes things so much easier. I've had 2 other surgeries in the same region and today I had another one in the same area, but different procedure...... No where NEAR as painful and hopefully it helps me. I might go back to work on Thursday IF I feel good enough. I'm not getting paid so it sucks not to work. Besides, I love it and miss it and NO MATTER ...