Noah's Mommy

I'm so freaking amazed at things. Seriously I thought I 'might' hear from this guy. I did. But missed his call. Then planned on calling today. But instead he stopped by with his boys and surprised me. His phone was shut off and he wanted me to know that so I didn't call with no answer. Unlike me who didn't bother to call back yesterday (it was late and I did not know if he'd have his boys). So he gets it turned back on Friday and will call me then. So why am I so giddy about it? I know why.... because I have never EVER had a guy persue me in years! It was me who did the pursuing....lol.

I don't know much more than I've posted. The night he came to my mom's he stayed for about 90 minutes and we sat outside and kind of talked. I only know he has 2 boys and his divorce from the boys' mom is about to be final. He is really cute and nice to talk to and he has a job...in welding. IN MARSHALL (where I work at too) of all places. His name is Matt and he will be 30 in October or November. He apologized for never calling me back when we went on one date (10 years ago). He said his ex found out he went on a date and begged him to take her back. He did. Not the mother of his kids though. He also said he'd been thinking of me for a while and just thought about stopping to see if I was at the same place. My mom said she would have given him directions to my house if I wasn't there. He seems very sweet, but I haven't heard from him the last couple days... so either he doesn't want to feel like he is pushing or he is not interested. either wa...

I thought about him last night. He didn't call. I guess I have to be a little flattered. A guy showed up on my doorstep (well, my moms since that was the last place he knew I lived) and told me he was thinking of me.... for a long time. And decided to stop. I am so giddy. Even if it goes no where.

I had a grand time at the beach today. Well, I had a great day all together. I can't upload pics cause my card reader died on me this morning. I had 2 but gave the second one away last weekend. I had the second one for over a year and never used it but don't ya know it would have come in handy today. Ah, oh well. I will find a new one soon. But I had fun. So much fun that I'm exhausted beyond belief and want to sleep but I'm waiting on the washer to be done washing so I can throw tomorrow's clothes in the dryer since I wasn't home to do all the laundry I forgot until I got home at 7pm. I went to the beach with Melissa, Jason, Ethan, and Cameron.....and of course, Noah. Well, we were there from 11am till about 3:30pm. I had a blast but now I am burnt on my shoulders and parts of my back. Noah got a bit too on his face and shoulders and back. I hope he doesn't hurt too bad tonight. Right now he's sleeping. I am not however. I have a headache th...

I love blogging and writing and reading. But at the same time I don't. I want opinions. Then I don't. I want viewers. Then no. I have even debated giving up the internet all together. That is not like me at all. But people have been doing things to me and most are related to the internet and being deceitful and I'm tired of it. =(

I'm so happy that Noah won't remember certain things being that he is so young. But it saddens me that he won't have some of our family and friends in his life at a later point in our life. Things happen for a reason and I truly believe that but it sucks. But even now I don't want them back because they have broken MY trust for them in what they did before all the crap that went down that Sunday. I'm done with them and wished they would stop talking/gossiping/accusing me of things. Noah and Caiden got to spend the entire week almost -- together. They are too cute and I got their pictures done with Dave. We had a hard time because trying to get a 14 and 18 month old boys to smile and sit together is almost impossible.

Hmmm. This is about a husband. Well, I'm not dating, nor am I married. SO I'm not sure how to do this other than to say what I'd like to see in a guy....lol. Or hate in one. We will see. 1. What is his name? Any name will do as long as it isn't Robert or a form of it. I've been hurt by way too many of them and I can't stand the name much. 2. Who eats more? Hopefully him although I tend to snack a lot 3. Who said, "I love you" first? I'm sure it will be him as far as that goes. I say that because I've been hurt and so I'm more hesitant to say it. 4. Who is taller? He will be. He has to be taller than 5'8" 5. Who is smarter? Well, I'd like us to be equal in smarts but honestly I hope I am. lol. 6. Who is more sensitive? Me. I don't necessarily need a guy who cries all the time. I need someone strong. 7. Who does the laundry? ME. I love laundry. I just had taking care of it. 8. Who sleeps on the right side of the ...