Ice Cream & Park

So the day began kind of slow. I got a little laundry done. Then Mat and his boys (Jeremy & Sebastian) stopped over to invite us to go and get ice cream and play at the park. I was so happy to finally meet his boys. Noah and the boys got along really well. It was so much fun. We got the ice cream and went to the park. Unfortunately I forgot the camera. I had it on the cabinet and FORGOT IT. Grrr....

Anyways, afterwords we came back to my house since it was SO hot and my house was close by and the air was on. We hung out inside until Noah got cranky and needed a nap. Mat took his boys outside so that I could nurse and get Noah laid down for a nap. That was sweet of him to be considerate enough. Then after getting Noah asleep I went outside to talk and he had cleaned up my brush I trimmed from the bushes. He wound up my hose (I always get irritated with it and leave it on the ground). He cleaned up the clothes line that was all over the ground (because of the tree that fell on it and broke it). I told him he didn't have to. He said it was nothing and it kept him busy. That was really sweet of him.

Noah slept only for about a half hour but it was enough to get him out of his cranky mood. We all played outside with bubbles and chalk left over from Noah's party in MAY. Then when it was about 5:30pm he decided to get going. Noah raised his hands to be picked up and ran to Mat. Not me. Even though my hands were open for him to come to me. He likes him and I'm glad.

I see 'Long Term' with him but I am kind of nervous. I've not even kisses him yet. He's kissed me on the forehead and cheek and I can tell he wants to kiss me... But I'm scared and just hoping he doesn't see it as I don't want to.

Well, after he left I began cooking a little something for dinner (hamburger, cheesy rice, and corn mixed together). I need to get food, but don't have money so I've been fixing what I have in the fridge. By the time the food was done my HEAD was POUNDING so hard I felt like I was going to explode.

Noah and I took another shower today (we took one this morning) and it helped some. Then I nursed and rocked Noah and looked towards the right and the headache got better (not gone, but better).

That is up to now. Noah just fell asleep and I wrote this entry.

I'm tired. I'm happy. I'm excited. I'm nervous. I'm scared.
Of course all the feelings are for different aspects of my life.... but still.....