New Beginning

Jeanna and I got together.

The only thing that stopped me from crying is -- Noah. He broke up the slight awkwardness and helped to get us talking. I missed her. So very much. I thank God for his guidance in my life and for bringing us together.

Hayley has grown so much. I missed her so much. <3

I hope this isn't the last.

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