Red Alert

I'm not taking care of myself since I've had Noah. Not as well as I should. I do better for him but not myself. I need to start taking better care.

I also realized that my recent surgery has a side effect. I am unable to go to the bathroom....at all. I don't know what or why -- but the past 2 surgeries has been the same way. so NO MORE SURGERIES for me. I can't stand it.

I also have neglected myself and NOT rested even when doc wanted me to. I wasn't supposed to go back to work but I am already sinking financially (and possibly will lose my house) so I did what I HAD to do. I hope that in the end I don't lose my house.

So I need support and don't know where to get it from. I want to eliminate Mountain Dew. I want to drink more water. I want to avoid fast food. I want to cook IN more. I want to do better for me cause if I do bad then I might not be here for Noah and that SCARES ME!!!

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Unknown said…
Pain meds can do the damage. They're binding and stuff.
October 22, 2008 at 11:56 AM
Millisa said…
They sure are.
The surgery was successful though.
As of about 10 days ago.
No blood in the stool.
Still semi-painful though.
October 23, 2008 at 9:26 PM
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